Natalie's Wise Words

loneliness....

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 07:32:44 GMT

Alone I travel through the wasteland in my heart.
As the grievance tears me apart.
Thinking of you and the things you meant to me.
My heart is bleeding, I can't go on.

If I could unwind the wheel of time, I would have been by your side.

If I could turn back time. My precious love would be alive.

The empty void inside my heart grows day by day. I have nowhere to turn to ease the pain. Remembering the smile you used to give me. And your laughter that could light my way home.
If I could unwind the wheel of time, I would have been by your side. If I could turn back time, I never had a chance to say goodbye.
I have cried and mourned my loss
My heart keeps beating only for you
Am I strong enough to fight on? Without your love I stand, I stand empty and alone.

So my love watch over me now. My rage catches fire, I will strike them down. I will avenge you, oh, vengeance' s so sweet. That's my last gift for you. I'm forever walking alone.

My Puppy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 00:13:02 GMT

I got my puppy to day!!!! His name is Vincent and he is so sweet and adorable ^_^ YAY PUPPYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hes so cute *^_^*

Weeeeeee!

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 07:21:11 GMT

Well my mom and brother left today at 4 in the morning o0 They coming back tomarrow... Anyways... Skoool is going good so far and so is my job.....if I ever get payed that is ^_^' Here’s what my charter is going to look like for my animation class ^_^ She’s going to be half vampire half Angel so its going to be awesome.. Lots of work but its so worth it! 800 pages only makes like 30 seconds o0 but oh well ^_^

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 05:09:40 GMT

Skool starts monday!!!! YAY!!!! And no ones been coming and visiting me at work. Why is that??? I confused ^_^' Yah! SO ummmm.... SKOOL!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Dance!!!

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 07:53:46 GMT

Love is the spirit of devoting yourself to someone important and close to you....It is expressed by caring for and protecting that person. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Die-Hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne
Woman-Hai
Die-Anata wa nannin me desu ka?
Woman -Hitori me desu.
Die-Boku wa kazue kirenai kodomo wo koroshite imasu...
anata wa yurusemasu ka?
Woman-.....
Die-Mou ichido kikimasu...
hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne?
Woman-Hai...
Die-Youi wa ii desu ka?
Woman-Hai...
Die-Dewa hajimemashou.

For my Grandpa.

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 02:40:58 GMT

Last night I had a dream. You came into my room, you took me into your arms. Whispering and kissing me, and telling me to still belive.Until I felt safe and warm. I fell asleep in your arms. When I awoke I cried again for you were gone. when I'm lonely, I lie awake at night and I wish you were here. I miss you. Can you tell me, is there something more to belive in?

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 21:20:44 GMT

Software Ect is the best job iv ever had... iv only been working for 2 days and i just love the people I work with and the atmosphere. Its so layed back but still have to work sometimes but its all good ^_^ Ahhh I Love it! The boss is awesome and very understanding. I just love it! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

Happiness.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 02:56:23 GMT

Every one has a past. Regrets they couldn’t atone. Despair that couldn’t be saved. By forgetting sad memories, can people know happiness?
Quote from - Saiyuki Reload

Why did he have to freakin die?!?!?!?!!?!? AHHHHH!!!!!!!

JOB!!!!

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 05:53:32 GMT

I got the job at Software Etc.!!! Im so happy!!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! I start Tuesday from 5:30 - 9:30pm!
Its goingt o be a blast!!

Job!

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 19:47:39 GMT

Tomarrow Im going to Softweir Ect. to have an interview! I might get a job there b/c 2 people are leaving! Weeeeee! Its going to be so much fun!!!!

Ninjas!!!!

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 19:54:27 GMT

Well a bunch of my friends and me are going to be ninjas for Halloween! Its going to be so much fun!! Heres my outfit that im going to weir ^_^

How long is eternity?

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 03:50:20 GMT

Today was a pretty good day.... didnt do much but im so excited to start CC ^_^ This friday my friend and me are going to work on our Halloween costumes it's going to be so much fun!

Friends!!!

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 07:39:00 GMT

Anyone like Saiyuki, Saiyuki Reload, saiyuki Reload Gunlock as much as i do????? I wana talk to people who are intrested in it as much as iam ^_^

Today is a DAY!!! o0!

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 07:04:06 GMT

Today i got my blinds! No more people staring onto my window!! Yay!!!!! Anyway i cant wait till college starts! Next month on the 18 it was i think... There all night classes from 5 - 10:05. Im a night owl so ill be ok and one of my classes is a online class so i happy ^_^